Sunday, 16 January 2011

I HAD NO IDEA...

Perhaps my head I spinning stories. It’s just good to have him around. As a friend. I like the pace this is going at. It’s a slow release. Neither of us wants to break the other it seems and at the same time we are interested. I feel clamed by his presence. I feel as if this energy is emanating into other areas. I am experiencing happiness, relaxation and love – in whatever form. Worries have died down somewhat. I want to focus more on the things that are positive. This is an adventure and I am really grateful for it and happy about it. I want to stay positive and let things reveal themselves. This could be it…this is definitely on the way to it…I don’t want to think about obstacles…I just want to be calm…wow, when I sent an FB invitation I had no idea what I was getting myself into…I did it as a dare to myself…and now I am so bloody amazed at what this is turning out to be I am actually speechless…my lips and tongue are numb…I had no idea I was capable of feeling like this...

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