REASON WHY

I have decided to take up writing here instead of Facebook. This is for various reasons, but mainly for two. I have only recently come to Facebook and even more recently started really saying what I feel like there, but it seems I need more space. It’s as if FB has become too claustrophobic. I want responses and you can only get so much from number limited audience. Maybe I just want to spread my wings? And the second reason and the one which made me much more vociferous on FB is that I bumped into a guy/man- no idea if he’s one or the other or both. The meeting itself consisted of a long chat, which at the time I quite enjoyed and which pushed me to take more action than I usually take. As a result he’s on my FB page and it’s just kind of good. I like his energy although we are not communicating that much. I have a feeling it will keep. Something happened to me that day and I have no idea if this is love or something else, maybe something completely new which I have only just encountered. Sometimes I think it’s quite deep and sometimes it is quite playful. Whatever since that day I feel good, I walk faster, I smile more, I sleep less and I have started to listen to music. I feel invincible. I want to talk, I want to shout. I want to see him again, but I guess I am scared it will turn out to be just a dream. Somehow I have a feeling he’s the same. No evidence for that what so ever. Just a hunch. We are two visionaries and we are taking our time. And this is why I returned here today….